It's the Fever Talking
Around 2:00 PM on Thursday, as you sat on the makeshift "chair," more commonly known as a cardboard box, staring at the row of files in front of you. You realize something isn't right. You had a bit of a sinus headache, but this is different. It's as if all your energy has been sapped from your body. You finish what you're working on, interrupted occasionally by periods of spacing out. You have a fever and you know it. You get up and have a coworker touch your forehead, and then your arm above your wrist. "You should go home." You haven't even left your workspace before your germaphobe cubicle buddy starts spraying your desk with disinfectant.
Getting home is hell. You have no interest in being around people, yet the EL is packed. Finally home, you take your temperature. 100.2 degrees, yep just as you had feared. Some small "bug" got you. You were almost out of winter illness free, but not anymore. It's 4:00 PM, and you have to be at the theatre at 7:00 PM. You take some pills to break your fever, set your alarm for 6:00 PM, and try to sleep. You wake up at 5:30 PM sweating. Sweating is a good sign; it means the fever is going down. You check, and it's now between 99 and 100 degrees. You eat, and make yourself presentable to go to the show.
It's only a 75-minute show, so you should be able to make it through. You make it almost to the end when it happens. Suddenly, the voices of the other actors along with the music seem to move far away. It sounds as though you're listening to them through a cardboard tube. A wave of . . . something washes over you. You can't focus on the show, on the action, you're mind is focusing on one thing only, not passing out. You will yourself to stay on your feet, and in the back of your mind you know what's just happened. The fever is back. The faint feeling finally passes replaced by the chills. Now you finish the show trying not to visibly shake onstage. Finally, you can go home.
102 degrees is what your body's temperature shot to sometime between leaving home to go to the theatre and returning home from the theatre. No wonder you almost passed out. So, you take some more pills, pile every sheet, blanket, and comforter onto your bed, change into your sweats, and bury yourself determined to beat this fever.
3:00 AM you wake up coughing badly. Your chest is tight, it hurts to breathe. This is nothing new, you've had respiratory problems you're whole life. Tonight though your mind wanders as each painful cough loosens some phlegm. You see yourself in some distant future when you're body is weak and frail, an old man lying in his bed. His lungs begin to fill with fluid from his own body and he no longer has the strength to expel it. He, you drown lying there on your bed. It's funny how being ill makes us face our own mortality. 101 degrees, it looks like your white blood cells are doing their job. They've almost completely driven me from your body, but you should take some more medicine to help things along.
4:00 AM, 100 degrees and falling. You're sweating, that means our time is almost over. You can't sleep can you? But, that's partly because you're feeling better, and your fever is dropping. It seems like you've beaten me. Your body has gotten you through again. But, we'll meet again, you and I. And, one day somewhere in the future, I'll win. Well, provided you don't do anything stupid like getting hit by a bus. I can't stay any longer; your immune system is pushing me out the door. Have a good life my friend, because one day this "bug" will remove you from the world.